Midnight Thoughts

logs of my thoughts...


entries...

So why when you smell good the good don’t be lasting, but when you stink the stink just marinating and don’t go away?

i love when a movie just feels evil. like you can feel that the director probably embedded a curse into the frames that’s going to summon a demon upon finishing the movie

HOTTIE HOTTIE LIKE A BAG OF TAKIS I'M THE SHIT

When u lose weight where does it go?

whenever I was really depressed I would go to an empty parking lot or empty space and just dance by myself

pwede po ba wag niyo gawing clout yung pagiging bakla haha ??? hirap na nga kami iexpress sarili namin sa family namin na homophobic tapos kayo ipang cclout lang yung sexuality niyo? eme kayo ah

grinding on my pillow bcs I can’t grind on his thigh

me when my parents force me to go somewhere i didn’t want to

thank god for headphones and day dreaming

so i put my headphones on

“ma with honor ako”
“nu ave mo nak?”
“avesala eshma”

miss you (the money i spent)

when life gives you tanginas

Me when bird box says it’s trade outside

Thinking about the water mushroom I wanna be in the water mushroom

One of the worst things a jig can be is up.

my music taste diverse as fuck. you can call me polyjammerous.. shit, you could even call me genrefluid

u are so terrified of being cringe that u are living a muted version of ur own life even though one day ur rotting flesh will be feasted upon by worms just like everyone else’s. u are a sack of meat that has put itself in prison just so that other sacks of meat won’t laugh at u

Don't lose hope, This queen is ready to serve Philippines pop

ako lang ba or minsan parang hindi giving ‘yung words of wisdom ni big brother minsan? like the boomer mentality is kinda slipping.

“two cardinals stand before me….”

Gay Bible Verse Of The Day Most of the gays; Dragrace PH, Kpop/stan culture, raves, beauty pageants

Me as a gay: ML, Gym, Sports , running clubs

One of the reasons why sometimes I feel out of place within a gay community.

“How many Einstein(s) have spent their lives washing dishes, how many Mozarts bent over stoves instead of pianos because they had the misfortune of being born a woman”

Just gave her the 'sequence 01' experience



Like the songs would’ve done wonders if it had been released in 2005

SOUR BITTER POUR IT UP KIRA HEAVEN LEMON SUGAR FREE VENOM

Hoy bakla anong cnasabe mo tongkol sakin.ha. Bakla ayosin mo lng

Hello ma’am,,menu PO natin for today,,.

Binagoungan baboy na may talong (GNARLY)

Sinigang na bangus dagupan (GNARLY)

adobong manok. (GNARLY)

Letchon paksiw (uh-huh)

at dinuguan (GNARLY)

May monggo PO na ma

when i'm stalking and i see something that makes me jealous

Strawberry elephant

U ever got inside jokes with yourself or is that schizophrenia

The four way test of things we think, say, and do

1. Is it slay?
2. Is it tea to all concerned?
3. Will it make more oomfs?
4. Will it gag all concerned?

in an isolationship

Habemus Papam.

one day i post 10 stories and the next i disappear for 6 months

sometimes you just gotta put music on and stare at the ceiling

None of the instagram story fonts represent me :/

my ability to read the room is why i stay home.

Being shy is so annoying. Why is my chest hurting me because I need to speak in public😭😭😭😭

That second wave of sleep after waking up too early >>>>>>>>>>

just kissed you in my mind, which you loved

i love smart people who can teach me stuff without making me feel dumb for not knowing it

I think my type is a nice person

I may be #chronically online but I’m also #chronically outside and #chronically having fun

that urge to nap between 3pm - 5pm is no joke

using dark mode so much that i became physically repulsed when i see a white screen

i get writer’s block responding to people

in the philippines, they put you in asylum for saying potcor

do you ever get annoyed by someone's mindset? like damn, you really think like that?

chatgpt saying “LMAOOO”

(😭😭)this emoji means

😭😭- aww
😭😭- hahaaa
😭😭- no
😭😭- proud
😭😭- eww
😭😭- so happy
😭😭- never
😭😭- thankyou
😭😭- yes
😭😭- wow
😭😭- love you
😭😭-hate you
😭😭- sorry
😭😭- obviously
😭😭- your the best
😭😭-please

Living with your parents is free but you pay with your mental health

Them: why don’t you post yourself
Me:

deleting pictures is so difficult for me. i can’t even let go of a random screenshot

outfit repeater
meal repeater
movie rewatcher
i know what i like

museums should be open till like midnight, i don't want to go to the club i wanna go look at art or fossils

every 6 months i realise how much of an idiot i was 6 months ago

i hate a lustful man

did you even know how funny i am bitch

does anyone know what to do

i hope this email kills us both

I hope gay things happen to me this pride month!!

Not a fast reader. Not a slow reader. But a secret third thing (mood reader. if its interesting i finish in 3 hr or it takes me 3 years)

me whenever I’m right about something

g - get
r - rid
o - of old
w - ways

things are often chopped and cooked before they’re served and ate

the gap in my resume? yeah it’s called playing outside

just accidentally closed a tab i've had been meaning to read for the past 2 years

i’m so hungry, i know exactly who i wanna eat

“you look tired” yes bro i stayed up all night obsessing over things i have no control over

bakit trip ng ibang tao mag-ilang rounds ng sex eh after one pa lang ansarap nang kumain at/o matulog 😭😭

at work making a playlist instead of doing my job

instagram so ass now

nasa huli ang pag💤

"island girl" but you're from parañaque like huh????

iPhone storage is very fake

Overpricing indicators sa local brands:
(1) conyo yung may ari
(2) yung name ng shop is a deep Filipino word (hiraya, maligaya, etc)

i wish i could shazam a perfume